i went to the library today and i found out that i would have to pay for the amount of times i didn't return this one book.
the manager gave me a distant look and told me i should not do that again.
i said "i'm sorry" and proceeded to grab my things. i forget what he said next, but it kinda stung. he said "you should have gotten help instead of walking away". i agree, he's right, but it's much easier said than done.
because i went to the library today and i realized i couldn't run away from the things i thought i didn't have to see. if i close my eyes, the world is easier to deal with.